I think it is fair to say, or admit if you will, that I am depressed. I could make a grocery list of reasons as to why I have the right to be so, but I'd rather make a list as to why I think it's only temporary, but unfortunately, maybe it isn't.
SO I've made an appointment with my doctor to see if maybe she can suggest someone to help me get on the anti-depress meds or give them to me herself. She's actually been trying to push them on me for the past three months. SO we'll find out this coming Wednesday.
What that may or may not mean for you: MORE VIDEOS. I swear to you there are at least four in my head that WILL get made (Versace Snobs; Short Story Series: Go Green; Labor Day; and Short Story Series: Roommate Hell), it's just a matter of when .
I do have a majority of the clips already filmed for the video I was making about why I don't live in CA anymore, but it just seems like I'm condemning those two boys for what they felt was right. It seems all too negative to dwell on the past, so I might just use them as fodder for other videos or perhaps you'll get to see the funnier parts of them in passing. Either way, I don't see myself making that video in the future. What's done is done.
So, in conclusion: I'm depressed; hoping to be put on the drugs; working on more videos for you (even if they only live in my head for now); and moving on from the past. That 'bout sums it up.
garedavis
SO I've made an appointment with my doctor to see if maybe she can suggest someone to help me get on the anti-depress meds or give them to me herself. She's actually been trying to push them on me for the past three months. SO we'll find out this coming Wednesday.
What that may or may not mean for you: MORE VIDEOS. I swear to you there are at least four in my head that WILL get made (Versace Snobs; Short Story Series: Go Green; Labor Day; and Short Story Series: Roommate Hell), it's just a matter of when .
I do have a majority of the clips already filmed for the video I was making about why I don't live in CA anymore, but it just seems like I'm condemning those two boys for what they felt was right. It seems all too negative to dwell on the past, so I might just use them as fodder for other videos or perhaps you'll get to see the funnier parts of them in passing. Either way, I don't see myself making that video in the future. What's done is done.
So, in conclusion: I'm depressed; hoping to be put on the drugs; working on more videos for you (even if they only live in my head for now); and moving on from the past. That 'bout sums it up.
garedavis
I think that taking anti-depressants is such a good thing for people who need it. My dad has been depressed all his life (probably due to alcoholism, or at least in conjunction with it), and he finally started taking Zoloft because he was having panic attacks and couldn't sleep at night. He is a different person on them - someone you can actually stand to be around. So, I say go for it. It can only do good things, and if it doesn't... stop taking them.
ReplyDeleteLooking forward to the new videos!! Also, I have a blog you can follow! www.marathon-walker.blogspot.com. Now we can be blogger friends!!! :) <3