My drug free anniversary is coming up soon. It'll be 6 years this May 6. Ha ha It's my golden anniversary. Isn't that how it works? I've sorta stopped giving so much power to numbers. They still hold significance for me in my personal life, but I need to learn to not rely on them. That is going to be hard.
I'm working on a video for my anniversary, but the one I have ready for you isn't satisfactory to me. So I have to reshoot some of the scenes.
Life continues to throw me curve balls, and while I am not knocking them out of the park, I am still making it around the bases. So I guess that is something. I have internal struggle and conflict, but then I guess I wouldn't write a blog if I didn't.

*Imaginary blog*

Dear Blog,

Today I watched the butterflies land on flowers. It was pretty. Then I went to work where I work for a man who hates his employees. I love my job (said with no bitter irony) and cannot imagine a better place to work. Then I came home to sleep in my windowless storage/bedroom. Life is picturesque and perfect. I hope tomorrow is just as exciting and full of monotony.

Yours forever til death,
Boring Clone

*End Imaginary blog*

So yeah more insight I suppose as to who I am if you choose to read between the lines. I'm not being cryptic. I'm just not ready to share the inner turmoil. Blah blah

garedavis